twenty seconded session: worn out from last night

So like always we went to the chiropractor. He used the orthosound machine thing and then cracked my back, I really needed after last night. Oh man, I'm going to write about Warped Tour now, I know it's going to be a long one, believe, I have a lot to say. You decide on how it went.

warped tour... again

So we're about to head out for our third Warped Tour of the year! We're waiting for Jaimie and Amanda to arrive so that we can hit the road. I also need to stop by for some gas and also at Walmart so I can get some candies for Andrew! I haven't seen Andrew since the AP Tour and this is going to be our one year anniversary, ours being me, Kena, Jaimie, Amanda and Andrew! Thanks to Envy on the Coast, we have became really good friends! So now for the waiting game!

spending with out the payments

So today we went to the mall. You know just to check out a few stuff, I haven't been to the mall in forever. I don't even know why I'm going now, I have no money for spending, especially on more clothes, but my sister wanted to go. So we went to Macy's and could find anything we liked. Then we went to JC Penny's and bought this sweater vest sort of thing. It's cute I got the yellow with grey stripes one. Then we went to Papayas and and my sister bought these tank tops so that she can wear under her shirt and a striped tank to that she could wear to Warped Tour, which is tomorrow, by the way. I just bought this golden yellow v-neck because I didn't want to ruin anymore of my clothes at shows. Afterwards we went to Forever 21 and couldn't find anything especially the clothes we saw on the mannequin. Then we went to Charlotte Russes, I bought this cute buffalo plaid button down and my sister bought a plaid one. It's really cute. So then afterwards we went to Target, she had to get some stuff from there. We stood in front of the Jonas Brother CD for the longest, because she was deciding on whether or not she should get it. There was a guy there before us and was looking at us all weird, at least we weren't looking at the New Kids on the Block CD. Afterwards it was home we went to. Nothing more to do, I think I'm going to continue reading for a bit.

twentieth first session: did i write that right?

So last night I ended up reading from 9:00pm until 2:00am. I was also watching the Olympics and the news so I didn't really spend 5 hours maybe like 3 or so. Gymnastics is very interesting. So today we went to the chiropractor and my sister spoke to me first. So I guess everything is going good now. I was waiting forever! Everyone was practically done and I just got called in. So he just basically cracked my back and that was all. After that just headed home and watch television.
Anyways I was uploading pictures onto my buzznet when it told me:

"You're not allowed to post any more images this month"

This is lame, why can't I upload anymore pictures for everyone to see. Does anyone else have a limit?? Because my sister doesn't, so why do I? I guess it just doesn't like me. Well I guess I'll find some hidden CDs in this room and upload them onto the computer.

doctor! doctor! i dont' feel too good

There's still some awkward silence going around, I haven't said a word all day, nor have the other party spoken to me as well. I'm not complaining, I have nothing to say and a lot of stuff to do, maybe this will get the ball rolling in my court.

I haven't been eating regularly, normally, or healthy. I can see why I don't feel too good, but this isn't the first time that I've been eating like that.
Well I'm trying my best with uploading pictures, so far January is finished, I'm working on February's right now. There's plenty, since there was four straight show in a week. But yeah I'm finished with one of the show now on to the other one.
photos can be seen here
I'm also uploading all my CDs onto the computer, uploadings are slowing down my computer.
I was excited for warped tour, which is coming up Sunday, but now that I don't feel too good, I'm not really feeling it. I'm still excited, but not to the extreme that I was. I don't want to be in the blazing hot sun and reapplying sunscreen. I don't feel like walking around much nor being in the crowd with all the sweaty people. Hopefully my mood changes, I don't want to be a downer at Warped Tour.

Well I'm off to do some reading now. Hopefully I can get most of it done.


on a lighter note, if you like my pictures and would like to make a purchase, let me know. i'll give you the info on how to do so and the prices, i promise it won't be expensive. i'll even give you a great deal. i have some other things to sell but i haven't gather them all yet, when i do, you'll be the first to know

twentieth session: turn of a screw

So as always we went to the chiropractor this morning. Afterwards we came home and started watching television. I wanted to be productive so I started looking through my newspaper so that I could cut some articles out. That’s when everything started to turn bad.

I love my family, but sometimes there just a bunch of pathetic assholes. I know I can be a bitch sometimes, everyone can, but they are just way out of line. They probably don’t know what I’m so pissed off about right now. When your whole family gains up on you, it’s not fun. I hate when they fucken do that to me. I feel like a minority, an outsider, like what am I even doing here if no one likes me right now?

I threw a hissy fit, I couldn’t help it I just got too angry. I let the worst get the best of me sometimes. I couldn’t stand being in the same room as all of them. Although my grand exit wasn’t the best, it was what they deserved.

I just decided that it would be best if I left the room from there, because I didn’t want any bad tension. I came up stairs to be productive in another way. I started uploading my CDs in the computer because I always have problems with the computer and always end up reformatting it and lose all my music, so I have to re-upload them to the computer. Well I think that was enough for the day. Something a little different, but I’ll try to be going to sleep or something now.

can't stop won't stop, i must be dreaming!

I woke up this morning with mixed emotions. Nervous, scared, excited and happy. This was probably one of the wildest thing I'm ever going to do. I have no money for anything right now, and I want a job that doesn't even pay me. Am I serious right now?
I went to go shower and got ready, next I was headed for Huntington Beach. It took about an hour, it was so confusing to get there. But I did end up getting there in the nick of time. I did my interview and it went smoothly, I had all the answer to her question and she said I had a lot of experience and that if I don't get it she might help me get something else, it put a smile of my face that she cared about me. I think I would be happy just working there for her. She seemed really cool and chill. She even told me some hangout spots since I did drive all the way out there for the interview. I ended up just driving down the Pacific Coast Highway. I even passed my church in Long Beach when I finally figured out a freeway to get back home. We got back home around 3. I thought that I was driving around for a while so really it wasn't that bad of a drive that I was on. Well anyways now I just have to wait to see if I get it or not. It's all good with me though, because it would be great to work for Fearless, but I also have to worry about money, which I am low on right now. So if I get the job there, I don't know how I'll get there with no gas money and I also have all these bills to pay. So I think I'll be glad with whatever decision they choose to make. I have a lot going on for me right now so I'll be happy either way. Okay today's Tuesday and it will be playing The Secret Life of American Teenagers so I'm going down to watch some television. Today was a prefect weather.

nineteenth session: we all have been degraded, we all will be the greatest!

I have been getting into the Olympics lately. It's very interesting, except for men's water polo they put me to sleep yesterday. Right when everything was getting interesting, I fell asleep. But it's all good. So let's see, we went to the Chiropractor today. The usual. Orthosound machine thing and cracking of the back. Then it's heading home and watching the Olympics. I really like watching swimming and the gymnastics. It's intense. I can't do any of it, if my life depended on it. Well I can't do any of the sports in the Olympics to be honest. But hey, it doesn't matter, I'm not a part of it, I'm just rooting for America. My interview is tomorrow and I'm really nervous, I just hate being one on one with someone for something. But it really doesn't matter with me, because it's a non paid internship and it's also like an hour away from me. I just want it because, I really like being apart of the music industry; a lot of my favorite band is on this label, so it'll be something good to work with, but the main thing is that I just want to know how this whole music industry works. I really want to be part of it some day. I just don't know, but if i don't get it I'll be fine, because I really need to make some money right now, I have a lot of bills to pay that I don't even have the money for right now. So right now making money is my main priority as of right now, I'll try again later when the time is right, that's if I don't get it. If I get it, I'll be excited of course, but I'll really have to be working my ass off. Either way, its practically a win win situation. I'm just rambling because thinking about it makes me really nervous. More Olympics!

frosting melts in the summer!

So last night we ended up at Chain Reaction. We were hanging out with the people in line and our friend Angie, she's like really in the front of the line. So I was really bright, in my yellow shirt, I think you've seen it in the pictures in my earlier post. So yeah, Angie started calling me Sunshine, because you know, I always brighten up everyone's day. So yeah, then afterwards, they started letting people in and we didn't want to go in yet, because we didn't want to be in the crowd, and we were still waiting for Francesca to get here. So we waited and waited and she finally came, with her friend Issac I think it was, we met him last year at Warped Tour. So then we finally went inside and just hung by the merch area. Scott was over there and my sister told him about the brownies she had made, he was excited because he loves brownies and not cupcakes, I didn't want to make cupcakes because I hate how the frosting melts in the summer. Then he left Francesca in charge of merch. Then later Francesca left us in charge of merch. Then she came back with the winner of LHH promotion. We just hung out and talked for a moment, about who knows what. Then later it was about to be LHH turn to play, so Francesca left us with merch again, I sold stuff and didn't have money for change, so I had to use my own. Then LHH started playing. We went to go watch them play while still keeping an eye at the merch. Then I went back to sell a CD then went back to enjoy the music. Before their set ended I went back to the merch area because there was going to be people buying merch. I started selling and Francesca came back, it was hectic, because they only had like size small, and all the shirts were sort of different and everyone kept asking for sizes we didn't have. But it went by pretty smoothly. Then we started packing and left carrying the merch bins. Then we went to go wait by the van. There was a bit chaos happening but I didn't really know what was going down. Afterwards we all just stood around chilling and having conversation and it was quite funny. [slut free] Then we started to help pack Scott's drum and then everything started to go in the trailer and that was it. We, we'll most of us went to Denny's. It was me, my sister, Francesca, her friend Issac, Scott, and his girlfriend Amanda. It was pretty fun. Talked some more and even had strangers joined us in our conversation and everything. The said they were going to go to project revolution, so then Scott was like talking about Hawthorne Heights and his new favorite song. He was singing a part and was like (i think the song was come back home "come back home, something, something, something" we all just looked at each other and laughed! It was hilarious! We said our goodbyes and headed home. Right now, I sort of been up for a while, I want to go to the block to go see Takota, but I don't really feel like driving all the way down there, because I was just there practically this morning. I don't want to drive back and just waste gas. So I guess I'll just stay home and watch the Olympics with my family.

love hate hero at chain reaction

So my sister just made some brownies for Scott cause it was his birthday on Sunday! It's so good, it's dark chocolate. We got him a card that says D is for Dancing and it has a dog dancing in the front. He likes dogs I would guess, he has a couple of them. But yeah, everything is so perfect. We're about to head out to Chain Reaction in Anaheim because LoveHateHero is playing there tonight. We're also going to be seeing our good friend, Francesca. We haven't seen her in a while and it's been a pretty good while, so I think it's time to see her again. Alright we're leaving now!